Mina
Not Worth Your Tears
Why do good girls fall for the biggest jerks? Why can't we like our best friend? The guys who actually care?
If you've ever met "The Magic Man" you'll know what I mean. In every country, every state, every girl's life, every school there's this one perfect guy...
The one who has Mario Casas' looks, Mr. Darcy's personality and... Jay-Z's money. The guy who has all the girls wrapped around his finger and he doesn't even TRY...
And the funny thing is, you always believe that he might change and fall for you. And they do... a little but never enough to really change.
He doesn't change and honestly he's not worth your tears, because the one who is worth them won't make you cry... ;)
This one is for my friend S, stay strong girl!
Well, to be honest they're boring.
" Bad boys ain't no good,Good boys ain't no fun..."
If you've ever met "The Magic Man" you'll know what I mean. In every country, every state, every girl's life, every school there's this one perfect guy...
The one who has Mario Casas' looks, Mr. Darcy's personality and... Jay-Z's money. The guy who has all the girls wrapped around his finger and he doesn't even TRY...
And the funny thing is, you always believe that he might change and fall for you. And they do... a little but never enough to really change.
He doesn't change and honestly he's not worth your tears, because the one who is worth them won't make you cry... ;)
This one is for my friend S, stay strong girl!
Mina
Video Of The Week: Taylor and Zac La Duet
Hey guys! In "Video Of The Week" I want to show you my favorite youtube-video. Something funny, cheesy maybe some interviews ;). Ok have fun watching!
Mina
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter ;)
You'll meet new people in life, you will. You'll fall in love again, I promise.
But to do that you need to learn to let go of things and people in life. Like that saying "Don't cry. Because you won't be able to see the stars (through your tears?)". Anyway something like thatlol .
The thing is you wouldn't be YOU if you would be perfect and never ever make mistakes, never regret anything or have any memories.
Shit happens. But doesn't it make you so much stronger?
I don't know what will happen next. And you know what? I don't even want to.
Live today, stop caring for the boy who never really liked you for YOU, stop caring for that bitchy so called best friend! Care for yourself, for one moment look into the mirror and decide...
Who do YOU want to be? What do YOU want in life? How do YOU want people to treat you? But most important: who should stay, and who should not...
If you waste time on people who don't care for you, you'll get hurt. Really badly. So wake up and see the truth. Stay with those who love you for who you are and who care ;).
Stay strong,
But to do that you need to learn to let go of things and people in life. Like that saying "Don't cry. Because you won't be able to see the stars (through your tears?)". Anyway something like that
The thing is you wouldn't be YOU if you would be perfect and never ever make mistakes, never regret anything or have any memories.
Shit happens. But doesn't it make you so much stronger?
I don't know what will happen next. And you know what? I don't even want to.
Live today, stop caring for the boy who never really liked you for YOU, stop caring for that bitchy so called best friend! Care for yourself, for one moment look into the mirror and decide...
Who do YOU want to be? What do YOU want in life? How do YOU want people to treat you? But most important: who should stay, and who should not...
If you waste time on people who don't care for you, you'll get hurt. Really badly. So wake up and see the truth. Stay with those who love you for who you are and who care ;).
Stay strong,
Mina
Songs and stories
I write songs. It all started the summer I turned 13, or as I named it: "The Summer I turned Pretty".
There was this super hot guy who kinda looked like my favorite singer. And he was staring at me the whole summer so we were kinda in this crazy I-like-him-he-likes-me-too-but-we-don't-have-the-courage-to-take-the-first-step- and-talk-to-each-other-relationship. I still remember the chorus of that song. And my bestie Vampire was the first one who heard it.
And even if he'd said "hello" I don't think it would've changed something, I guess I'm the kind of girl who can like a guyforeveeeeeer... until the guy admits he likes me too. Then it stops. It's funny, I know but that's kinda the way it is. When that happens it's end of the story.
There was this super hot guy who kinda looked like my favorite singer. And he was staring at me the whole summer so we were kinda in this crazy I-like-him-he-likes-me-too-but-we-don't-have-the-courage-to-take-the-first-step- and-talk-to-each-other-relationship. I still remember the chorus of that song. And my bestie Vampire was the first one who heard it.
And even if he'd said "hello" I don't think it would've changed something, I guess I'm the kind of girl who can like a guy
So here's a not finished song I wrote a while ago ;)
Mostly I write about my own (love)life but this one's a mix of stories so it's 'easier' to show you this one than the ones who are based on my own love/life story.
Much love,
Mina
The Day You Slipped Away
It's terrible to lose someone. And sometimes -although it's cruel to say this- it's better to lose someone because that person passed away, than to lose someone while that person is alive.
'Cause the thing is you don't really believe the person is gone. You feel them around you, like they're watching over you, like they're with you. You have long conversations with them in your head. They're nice and friendly and everything you've ever wanted them to be. People don't judge the death people.
I know it's cruel to say this, but it's true.
Example: If you have a terrible father who's alive you'll have to be strong enough to not crash down or bury yourself alive. If your dad is dead people won't "remember" the shit he did.
Cruel isn't it? I know it's... just... I don't know, but it's the truth.
That's why I hate people who judge others, it doesn't matter what the other person did in his/her life, you're not perfect either. So you have no right to judge/punish someone. If you believe then you know that God will punish him/her, if you don't 'what goes around comes around'...
I know one thing for sure, God knows best. And sometimes you wonder why he makes life so much harder, but at the end of the road you realize that it what just what you needed.
There's a reason some people die and some people don't because the ones who are still alive -just like you and I- have a mission to complete. There's a reason why we were born. So never give up and never judge a book by it's cover. 'Cause it's YOUR choice, you're the one who writes your own story.
Love,
Mina
On Repeat: Bring Me To Life- Evanescence
How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul, my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)
Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)
Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life
Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)
Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/e/evanescence-lyrics/bring-me-to-life-lyrics.html ]
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life
Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead
All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without thought, without voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life
Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)
Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul, my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)
Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)
Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life
Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)
Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/e/evanescence-lyrics/bring-me-to-life-lyrics.html ]
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life
Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead
All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without thought, without voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life
Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)
Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life
Mina
You'll Never Change
I have this "friend". She's been a bitch in the past. I thought she'd change. But she didn't. And I'd always forgive her. Always.
Seriously. Maybe I was even hoping she would just grow up...
Well, I can tell you she didn't. Not yet. Never will.
But after all these years and all the things she did...
I'm kinda through with it. It hurts when you put your trust in someone and that person is too stupid to see it.
Maybe it's me and my blind optimism or maybe it's just her and her sick need to betray people. Again and again. Does she even know what friendship means?
The thing is I can't save her if she just doesn't want to be saved. She'd let me down too much. And I'm kinda sick of it. I don't need her anymore. I don't need her fake friendship.
Friends are people who you can count on, not people who come and go when they want to. Not people who use other people. Not the one's who like to bring you down.
So guys, this is a lesson learned. Don't waste your time on people who don't want to be saved...
Stay strong,
Seriously. Maybe I was even hoping she would just grow up...
Well, I can tell you she didn't. Not yet. Never will.
But after all these years and all the things she did...
I'm kinda through with it. It hurts when you put your trust in someone and that person is too stupid to see it.
Maybe it's me and my blind optimism or maybe it's just her and her sick need to betray people. Again and again. Does she even know what friendship means?
The thing is I can't save her if she just doesn't want to be saved. She'd let me down too much. And I'm kinda sick of it. I don't need her anymore. I don't need her fake friendship.
Friends are people who you can count on, not people who come and go when they want to. Not people who use other people. Not the one's who like to bring you down.
So guys, this is a lesson learned. Don't waste your time on people who don't want to be saved...
Stay strong,
Mina
I Never Told You...
Sometimes you want to ask someone something but you're scared. It's this little voice inside your head telling you "he doesn't caaaahaaaare" and ok maybe he doesn't give a shit.
But the thing is I'm the kinda person who waits "forever". I've waited for a friend for ten years and in the end when he finally woke up I was like "I don't need this anymore".
And sometimes you care for someone but you 're just to insecure to ask or to say "I'm sorry for acting like I didn't care" but the thing is if you never ask you'll never know. And sometimes we send these "signs" but let me be honest most of the people can't see them. You have to SPELL IT OUT ;)
I have this friend of mine who is a really good person. But the thing is he's way to sensitive about the opinions I give about him. If like someone else jokes around he laughs and everything but when I joke around or say something about his love life (as in she likes you, you should take a risk and ask her out) and I like to do that all the time because it's funny and he starts to get nervous which is super cute he's like I don't know... I guess he takes it way to serious. AND gets angry O.o
Back then I thought it was funny and everything but now I feel guilty. And he acts like nothing happened but I really want him to I don't know understand? I really like him but I give him the I-don't-really-take-you-serious-message I guess? I don't know anyway, I'll just send him a letter ;) haha exactly letter I'm trés old school :P
Wish me luck!
But the thing is I'm the kinda person who waits "forever". I've waited for a friend for ten years and in the end when he finally woke up I was like "I don't need this anymore".
And sometimes you care for someone but you 're just to insecure to ask or to say "I'm sorry for acting like I didn't care" but the thing is if you never ask you'll never know. And sometimes we send these "signs" but let me be honest most of the people can't see them. You have to SPELL IT OUT ;)
I have this friend of mine who is a really good person. But the thing is he's way to sensitive about the opinions I give about him. If like someone else jokes around he laughs and everything but when I joke around or say something about his love life (as in she likes you, you should take a risk and ask her out) and I like to do that all the time because it's funny and he starts to get nervous which is super cute he's like I don't know... I guess he takes it way to serious. AND gets angry O.o
Back then I thought it was funny and everything but now I feel guilty. And he acts like nothing happened but I really want him to I don't know understand? I really like him but I give him the I-don't-really-take-you-serious-message I guess? I don't know anyway, I'll just send him a letter ;) haha exactly letter I'm trés old school :P
Wish me luck!
Mina
13 cheesy love songs
Told you. Valentine is the best excuse to be really really cheesy and dreamy and all the other thing we are deep down inside ;)
Cheesy Love Song Nr 1 (:
Cheesy love song nr 2 (:
Cheesy Love Song Nr 1 (:
Cheesy love song nr 2 (:
Nr 3 ;)
And here's number fooouuuurrr ;p
Nr 5 (:
HEREEEE COMES NR 6 (:
Nr 7 (:
Numero 8 ;)
And this is 9 (:
10 (((((((((:
Country eleven ;)
Cute 12 (:
And finally rocking 13! (;
Love y'all!
Mina
Valentine
Hey guys!
Happy Valentine's Day!!
Although I don't really celebrate it 'cause I think it's ridiculous to only show someone you love him/her only once a year. But anyway it's a good excuse to play cheesy love songs all day and be super excited for the presents you will or will not get.
If you have a boyfriend I think you've already planned something amazing, so have fun. For those who don't, have a girls-night. Or watch "The Vow" in the cinema with your friends.
Have fun, be ridiculous and if you like someone take a chance!!
Love you guys!!
Happy Valentine's Day!!
Although I don't really celebrate it 'cause I think it's ridiculous to only show someone you love him/her only once a year. But anyway it's a good excuse to play cheesy love songs all day and be super excited for the presents you will or will not get.
If you have a boyfriend I think you've already planned something amazing, so have fun. For those who don't, have a girls-night. Or watch "The Vow" in the cinema with your friends.
Have fun, be ridiculous and if you like someone take a chance!!
Love you guys!!
Mina
See You Again
Sometimes you haven't seen someone in like forever. Because you live in different cities or sometimes even different countries. And if you really like that person and you see him/her again it's this 'happy' feeling that makes you want to dance around like an idiot.
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I haven't seen my friend a few months which really sucks but we're both really busy AND we live in different cities. I really like her as a person: she's bubbly, funny and strong.
I guess I like strong women, because my mom is one too. It's important to be strong, fearless and know what you want in life. I guess we both have that.
I missed her. A lot.
I feel kinda guilty because I'm really busy lately and I don't really make time for my friends. But hey, I'm gonna work on that one. Anyway, I have this test tomorrow and the thing is I'm dancing around the room listening music but that's not really gonna help me tomorrow. So the idea is to study but.. it's just..you know when..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Muchos L.O.V.E.
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I haven't seen my friend a few months which really sucks but we're both really busy AND we live in different cities. I really like her as a person: she's bubbly, funny and strong.
I guess I like strong women, because my mom is one too. It's important to be strong, fearless and know what you want in life. I guess we both have that.
I missed her. A lot.
I feel kinda guilty because I'm really busy lately and I don't really make time for my friends. But hey, I'm gonna work on that one. Anyway, I have this test tomorrow and the thing is I'm dancing around the room listening music but that's not really gonna help me tomorrow. So the idea is to study but.. it's just..you know when..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Muchos L.O.V.E.
Mina
On Repeat: Endlessly -The Cab
There's a shop down the street
Where they sell plastic rings
For a quarter a piece I swear it
Yeah I know that it's cheap
Not like gold in your dreams
But I hope that
You'll still wear it
Yeah, the ink may stain my skin
And my jeans may all be ripped
I'm not perfect but I swear
I'm perfect for you
And there's no guarantee
That this'll be easy
It's not a miracle you need
Believe me
Yeah I'm no angel
I'm just me
But I will love you endlessly
Wings aren't what you need
You need me
There's a house on the hill
With a view of the town
And I know how you adore it
So I'll work everyday
Through the sun and the rain
Until I can afford it
Yeah your friends might think I'm crazy
But they can only see
I'm not perfect, but I swear I'm perfect for you
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/t/the+cab/endlessly_20981614.html ]
And there's no guarantee
That this'll be easy
It's not a miracle you need
Believe me
Yeah I'm no angel
I'm just me
But I will love you endlessly
Wings aren't what you need
You need me
(You need me, I know you need me,
You need me, I know you need me)
Ink may stain my skin
And my jeans may all be ripped
I'm not perfect but I swear
I'm perfect for you
And there's no guarantee
That this'll be easy (this'll be easy)
It's not a miracle you need
Believe me (don't you believe me)
Yeah I'm no angel
I'm just me
But I will love you endlessly
Wings aren't what you need
You need me (You know You need me)
There's a shop down the street
Where they sell plastic rings
For a quarter a piece I swear it
Yeah I know that it's cheap
Not like gold in your dreams
But I hope that
You'll still wear it...
Where they sell plastic rings
For a quarter a piece I swear it
Yeah I know that it's cheap
Not like gold in your dreams
But I hope that
You'll still wear it
Yeah, the ink may stain my skin
And my jeans may all be ripped
I'm not perfect but I swear
I'm perfect for you
And there's no guarantee
That this'll be easy
It's not a miracle you need
Believe me
Yeah I'm no angel
I'm just me
But I will love you endlessly
Wings aren't what you need
You need me
There's a house on the hill
With a view of the town
And I know how you adore it
So I'll work everyday
Through the sun and the rain
Until I can afford it
Yeah your friends might think I'm crazy
But they can only see
I'm not perfect, but I swear I'm perfect for you
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/t/the+cab/endlessly_20981614.html ]
And there's no guarantee
That this'll be easy
It's not a miracle you need
Believe me
Yeah I'm no angel
I'm just me
But I will love you endlessly
Wings aren't what you need
You need me
(You need me, I know you need me,
You need me, I know you need me)
Ink may stain my skin
And my jeans may all be ripped
I'm not perfect but I swear
I'm perfect for you
And there's no guarantee
That this'll be easy (this'll be easy)
It's not a miracle you need
Believe me (don't you believe me)
Yeah I'm no angel
I'm just me
But I will love you endlessly
Wings aren't what you need
You need me (You know You need me)
There's a shop down the street
Where they sell plastic rings
For a quarter a piece I swear it
Yeah I know that it's cheap
Not like gold in your dreams
But I hope that
You'll still wear it...
Mina
"The Nick Thing"
Sometimes you hurt someone. But you don't mean to. And the next thing you hear is "I hate you"...
Have you tried to push someone away just because you didn't know what to do? Someone who can take your breath away, someone who makes you feel like a little girl again. Makes you feel senseless and it's like time stood still. But then it gets too much.
It's funny how you can love someone and at the same time you want to run away. Because you don't want to lose control, just because nothing goes as you planned.
You stutter like an idiot and you just can't say what's on your mind. And when he smiled and asked if you like rock - I LOVE it- you're like " Huh, well yeaaa... Not really".
WHAT THE HELL??
And you try to push that person away because you know this isn't "right".
But then you change you're mind it's crazy, I know. But it's this I-hate-you-but-can't-live-without-you-situation...
And if he only knew...
Have you tried to push someone away just because you didn't know what to do? Someone who can take your breath away, someone who makes you feel like a little girl again. Makes you feel senseless and it's like time stood still. But then it gets too much.
It's funny how you can love someone and at the same time you want to run away. Because you don't want to lose control, just because nothing goes as you planned.
You stutter like an idiot and you just can't say what's on your mind. And when he smiled and asked if you like rock - I LOVE it- you're like " Huh, well yeaaa... Not really".
WHAT THE HELL??
And you try to push that person away because you know this isn't "right".
But then you change you're mind it's crazy, I know. But it's this I-hate-you-but-can't-live-without-you-situation...
And if he only knew...
Much love,
Mina
Shoot for the moon
Sometimes you want to take a chance, try something new.
Walk out of the dark and let the "spotlight" shine on you. But it's not that easy.
Sometimes you're afraid or you don't have the guts to actually take the first step. The thing is, there's this project with young "journalists" and I kinda want to be a part of it. But then I'm like come on, I'm probably one of those thousand kids out there who want to write for the website. And I don't even have any experience or whatever you need to be hired as a reporter.
So why the hell would I even try? See, here's the problem : I might not be the best writer out there and yes I have zero professional experience but I love writing and meeting new people, I love the atmosphere, I love the tension I just love it.
And I mean if Christina Aguilera had stage fright or something or if she would just be too shy and hide, no one would ever hear her UH-MAI-ZING voice, right? Ok I'm not saying I'm Christina when it comes down to writing but I do have some writing skills or talent I hope,I think?lol
Anyway you never know if you don't try right? So shoot for the moon even if you miss you'll land among the stars ;)
Love,
Walk out of the dark and let the "spotlight" shine on you. But it's not that easy.
Sometimes you're afraid or you don't have the guts to actually take the first step. The thing is, there's this project with young "journalists" and I kinda want to be a part of it. But then I'm like come on, I'm probably one of those thousand kids out there who want to write for the website. And I don't even have any experience or whatever you need to be hired as a reporter.
So why the hell would I even try? See, here's the problem : I might not be the best writer out there and yes I have zero professional experience but I love writing and meeting new people, I love the atmosphere, I love the tension I just love it.
And I mean if Christina Aguilera had stage fright or something or if she would just be too shy and hide, no one would ever hear her UH-MAI-ZING voice, right? Ok I'm not saying I'm Christina when it comes down to writing but I do have some writing skills or talent I hope,I think?
Anyway you never know if you don't try right? So shoot for the moon even if you miss you'll land among the stars ;)
Love,
Mina
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